im emo

from a happy day. and all of a sudden changed 360 degree into a deep down emo situation. can u imagine tat type of feeling? went to the lake juz now. was lying down on the grass and listening to the music playing from my phone. smsing wif dear a bit. watching the stars and the hidden moon. thinking of a lot of things.

first of all. of coz its me who misses my darling a lot.
secondly. becoz of tat bastard. i dont know why i got so pissed over him. not like he did anything to me but his behaviour really make me pissed.

i got class from 8am till 10pm+ maybe 11 tomorrow. its gonna be a fcuking stress day. have to go class and study hard due to the absent of class for the past 2 weeks.

today's french class is the class where i found myself at no where. my classmates can actually communicate wif the lecturer in french yet im like some stupid alien who came from another world. dont even understand a shit they're talking. and im planning to go france for my 2nd industrial training in july? wat kind of bullshit is tat? wat am i suppose to do?

college have been really stress and its only the 3rd day. my report of 1st industrial training i haven did. and dont even know wat to do. and the date end is this friday 12pm. and 2mr's class is so packed. how to hell am i suppose to finish it?

i need a break